Archive for June, 2009

Fullfillment, Life has more to it than a nice bed of roses…

More To Life….

Ever thought to yourself, “There must be more than this… There must be more to this life.”

After one cold rainy Sunday watching Transformers 2, a movie I had waited 6 months to watch… That night, as I was on my way back home, I had a feeling of discomfort in my heart… I was thinking, “There must be more to life than just going out with friends, eating good food, having luxuries of life… God, why am I having such a discomforting time after I went out with my friends, ate good food, and saw an amazing movie? Why, Lord, Why?”

Then I thought to myself, I’m missing out on something, this amazing everlasting fulfillment in life that can take away all discomforts… It is God’s love. I know it’s always there, but why don’t I feel it??

Why??
I took up my guitar, and started to worship God, tears began to roll down my cheeks, I could feel that peace in my heart.
It’s like when that amazing moment you’ve been waiting for for so long has finally come…
When you’ve been waiting so long, it comes. You feel the peace and fulfillment in your heart…
Then as I was flicking through the Bible, I came across 1 Corinthians 13
Love Is The Greatest.
The part I couldn’t understand was…. Why was I smiling as I cried?

I wish I knew more and more about love.
God’s love…

Just got to keep on asking God.

Departing with words of wisdom;

13. Three things will last forever-faith, hope and love-and the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13:13

Just me, Calvin..

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20th June 09.. Amazing love…I know its true….

20th June 2009

A loss today, a birthday, and a prayer answered.

Thank you God.. =]

A loss and A Birthday

The loss of Joshua Chuah’s aunt on his birthday was striking..

but at least She gave him a great birthday present today. She went back to the Lord….

For the prayer answered…
I’ve been praying to God:
Lord, help me to feel your love.. your comfort, your warmth.. i just can’t feel your presence nowadays.. why??
Surely enough as i walked out of my room, i checked my restraunt city, then wet straight to grab the guitar and worship God.
It was amazing.. =)

As i began to sing,
“Amazing love, how can it be,
That You, My King would die for me,
Amazing love, I KNOW ITS TRUE,
Its my joy to honour You.”

Especially the part where Its true. That struck my heart so deep. Like God was saying he’s still here and he loves me. Amazing… Just lost for words. I was crying and smiling.. Its was so Good..

Jesus loves us, this we KNOW,
For the Bible tells us so,
Little wants to Him belong,
They Are weak, BUT He is Strong!

Yes,
Jesus loves us,
Yes,
Jesus loves us.
The Bible tells us so…

I know if you think this song is childish,
It has alot of meaning,
Although it is very srtaight and has little words to say,
Its meaningful…
Amazing love…

A calvin-cubicle….

Calvin.

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Reality… The truth hurts..

The truth hurts, but… to tell the truth…
I like it!!!

I like to better myself by getting to know my weaknesses… well, as i read in a book, How People Grow, truth helps us in our spiritual and mental growth.

God wants us to live in reality,
life’s not always easy,
the world is full of things,
we just have to face the truth.

=)

Whee~~

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