Let me tell u a story…
I told God, if its right to like this person, You open the door, just around.. 4 days later.. The door closed on me, hit me hard in the face and left me bruised… God told me something…
Now, is not a time to get into situations like this… Continue your walk with Me… I’ll bring the perfect person for you when the time is right…
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Wanna know how the door closed on me?
It all happened this morning, December 23rd 2008, 9.22 a.m, this person wanted to follow us back down to Penang when we were going to come back from KL. Lawrence said he’s fine.. Its up to me to make the decesion and come back to him and we would disscuss it together. I thought, sure, this person could follow us down.. So, we discussed it in the car.. He put me in such a tough situation where either way i turned i’d still fall into that big pile of shit right there… So, as i walked up the flight of stairs to my house, i realized.. God just answered me.. The answer was no… Lawrence said, its time to start thinking… I came back, had a feeling to blog this… Jared.. See ya this Friday, i’ll talk to you about it. =] Lawrence, thanks for helping God close that door or else there would be alot of shit happening.. heh heh…
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My Prayer
My prayer… Lord, when? I’m not sure.. But, Lord.. Is it wrong to like a person? I’m not sure… I can go on in life for you, Lord.. Just fill this hole deep within my heart… I don’t want to have this hole in my heart so long…
And hey, Amanda, if you’ve read this, then now you know what God has in plan… I love you alot, as a friend and as a bro. =`] Greater things are yet to come.. Please pray for me as I will for you.. Help me pray that God will guide me in my walk with Him and use me for His work.. I will be praying for you as well, just tell me what you want me to pray for you. =]
Amanda said
Lord,
I want to pray for this friend of mine, to use him for Your work, and please guide him to the right path, all the way with You.
I pray that he may gain wisdom of heart . .
I pray that he do today, tomorrow and everyday, the things that matter,
not to waste the time he have.
Fill him this day with your kindness,
that he may be glad and rejoice all the days of his life.
And hey,
I love you too!=)
Let’s always keep in touch yeah?
ANNE said
OMG ! Calvin your such a sweetheart lah. i mean like, for a fourteen year old your really matured. Compared to CLAUDIA. HAHA
It was so nice meeting you at camp kay !
PS. Dont run away everytime you see me lah
HAHAHAHHA! =)
calblogsfrostiez said
hahha.. ok ok, cool i won’t lol haha.. =D
dnomseD said
Hmm, I would appreciate it if you don’t write s*** =)
‘Just fill this hole deep within my heart… I don’t want to have this hole in my heart so long…’
The sentence is nice!
God will fill it!
It will be another Christmas present for you
God bless
jiunnli said
wow calvin, impressive =)