Archive for July, 2008

Life Changing, Turning Over A New Leaf

Well,

the month has been a good month….not to say great or anything just nice. This month, i went to Sabah for an excursion of a lifetime to go there for the Lord’s sport: Floorball. x]

The reason Contact went to Sabah for floorball was to teach the flooballers at Sabah how to play a better game and also to spread the word of God. =] The people there were great and they were extremely friendly and thier hospitality….. SUPER! =D Cheers!

hahaz….

The Sabah trip was very exhausting but at the same time fun and exciting. I got to try out new things with my friends like… snorkeling and learning the skill of bathing in 5 minutes!!!(Wow!!) =D

So, after I got back from Sabah… tired…. sleepy.. the usual me =P but this week God really helped me as I had difficulty finding strength to run my daily activities… =] so, tops to that =P

Before the Sabah trip, I had a meet up with my Mentor, Jared Tan!! xD  hahaz… yea… well, in that meeting he asked me to explain in my opinion what mentoring ment and what i wanna be when i grow up to be like his age…..err…. you wanna know his age??? =P… nah…. its a secret x] hahaz… He also taught me more about God and in my opininon i have to want more of God and trust Him in my situations more…. Its not everyday that u can live without God and go: ‘Oh, I had no troubles today and I handled everything just peachy all BY MYSELF (heh…yea right… i bet u had a crappy day)’  Well, in my last and first YLDP camp, I chose to in God’s music ministry and, well, things have been going well in that section but… at times.. I feel that i’m missing something… something important…. Maybe its because God wants me to want more things from Him.. like in the Bible:

‘Ask and it will be given’

Well, i think God puts us in situations where we just don’t excel and he wants us to depend on Him and trust in Him fully… i guess…. well, these are the things that have been affecting my sadness and emptyness…

I think….I’d better put this on the Blog as well… well, as Jared asked me to tell him what in my opinion of mentoring is i’d might as well show it here… its not much… but I think God wants me to rise up and just Believe he can conquer my disatvantages and help me through my hard times… :

Mentoring (in my opinion):

Well, its because at this age I am growing older and more mature and I need to learn more things that will teach me more about what God wants in me and what He expects from me in life from a more experienced person and also, having a mentor is just like having a bigger brother to look up to and to just gaze at and when you start mixing with your mentor more you’d think you’d wanna be just like him/her. Like… theres some goal for me to reach in life and to follow in his footsteps and also grow in the Lord. I hope i can really learn from you, Jared. I wanna be closer to God… Not just another normal person amongst the crowd…wanna shine for God…..

*mentoring part dedicated to Jared*

I want to see revival in my life so that i can not only just stand out in the crowd but also spread God’s Word. After I have achieved this goal I aim for more and more… but if i ask but have no faith how will I achieve that prize….How great to hear and see God say that I have done well to spread His kingdom… Imagine if that happened to you after we have all passed on to heaven God waiting at the gate for your arrival and when you reach, He says to you:

‘Welcome home, my Son/Daughter. Well Done’

Well, thats all i have now for this post… I hope you think about what I have wrote this day… cause this is no joke… God wants us to spread His kingdom.. and when the end times come, times will be hard but we have to stand up for God.

Keep me in you Prayers.

Thanks. =]

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