CaLvIn’S BlOg

There was a Calvin,

He was small,

a little to the round side,

nothing much on his mind,

always thinking life was a easy road,

going on with his life like he had an abundance of days,

not thinking what might happen tomorrow.

There is a Calvin,

He grew up,

His mind, filled with more things,

Things that were more complicated,

Still going through the phases of teenage life,

Living each day, knowing that he could pass anytime,

It wasn’t up to him to decide, but God,

Taking up more responsibilities…

Will there be a Calvin?

A question no one can answer,

Only God can,

If there was no more Calvin,

Would it make a difference?

Would people care?

People wonder, I wonder,

‘Would it make a difference if I just passed tomorrow?’

If you didn’t make a difference,

There would be no difference,

I always heard of making a difference,

Standing out in the crowd, not following so much,

But different has it’s ups and downs,

Different, You’re one of a kind, unique! Everybody is in their own way,

Different, You’re one of a kind, unique! You’re the only one on that lunch table,

I think sometimes, that just because people are different from the rest they get rejected,

If Jesus wasn’t different from the rest, He wouldn’t be hated so much by the pharisees,

If Jesus wasn’t different from the rest, He would not have been flogged and nailed to that cross,

If Jesus wasn’t different from the rest, He would not be betrayed,

If Jesus wasn’t different from the rest, He would not have been rejected by the people that one welcomed Him in,

If Jesus wasn’t different from the rest, He would not have carried all of our sins on that cross,

But,

Jesus was different.

He was hated by the pharisees,

He was flogged and nailed to the cross,

He was betrayed,

He was rejected by the people that once welcomed Him in,

He carried all our sins on the cross.

There is a price to pay for everything,

Being different is one of those things.

Not in our way. But His way.

It is hard, along the way, think it may get easier?

Don’t think so….

Sleeping through time… days are just flicking by… Hard to realize how fast time flies. One day, you’re in form1 the next thing you know. Form4.. Welcome to the reality of life everyone lives in! You’ve reached the entrance. It hasn’t ended… You just reached the entrace! You got a long way more till the exit. Time flies. When you start living… Trying to go backwards? You only got the fast-forward button to play with… What’cha gonna do? Hahhaa.. =) Lets go! 

Woken-Up,

Calvin.

So happy Ben Lim introduced me to picasa and Audacity. =) Now i can edit pictures and songs!! ehehe.. =D

Always There. My Lord Is Always Here With Me.

9.01.2010:
At Band Practice I freked out. I couldn’t concentrate on God. I don’t know why.. I’ve been straying away… ARGHHHH!!! I screamed so loud and thought to myself ‘what is happening to me?!’ I started praying and asking God to help me and guide me through the worship. I needed to focus on Him. To just block out everything else. SO much distraction in life. Just needed to cool down and release some stress…Thank You, Lord for always being there. I felt so much better after that. Forgive me, Lord for not being disciplined and not spending time with You. Please Lord, help me to put You first in my life: Priority Number #1. Thank You, Lord.

Amen.

Feeling Better,
Calvin

2010? Another year? hmm…. just another year? sounds kinda normal… could it be a non-normal year? One thing i know for sure. More responsibilities… It’s gonna get messy. Like the after effect of a hurricane, its a big mess. But, in all i do, I gotta trust Him. He is the only one i need… =)

Look! Hurricane’s coming! Gotta start running into that hurricane… Hello Hurricane 2010!

(I’m sure)

Running,
Calvin

I was on the way back from dinner with Lawrence in his car, and the song Hey Stephen by Taylor Swift came on. And i thought about making a Hey Calvin. =) so, Here Goes!

Hey Calvin:

Hey Calvin, I know looks can be deceiving but I know I saw a light in Me
As I walked they start talking and they start falling all over Me
All the girls tossing rocks at my window
They’ll waiting there even when it’s cold
Hey Calvin, boy I might have them believing they don’t always have to be
alone.

cause I can’t help it if I look like an angel
can’t help it if they wanna kiss me in the rain so,
come feel this magic they’ve been feeling since they met Me
can’t help it if there’s no one else
They can’t help themselves

Hey Calvin, they’ve been holding back their feelings
So they’ve got some things to say to me
They’ve seen it all so they thought but they’ve never seen anyone shine the way I do
way I walk, the way I talk, the way I say their name
it’s beautiful, wonderful, don’t I ever change
Hey Calvin, why are people always leaving
They think I should always stay the same

cause I can’t help it if I look like an angel
can’t help it if they wanna kiss me in the rain so,
come feel this magic they’ve been feeling since they met Me
can’t help it if there’s no one else
They can’t help themselves

They’re dimming the street lights
They think I’m perfect for them but Why waste time?
They’re waiting there now so I think I’ll go out and just stand there.
And shine, shine, shine! =)

Hey Calvin, they could give you fifty reason why they should be the one I choose
all those pretty girls,
well they’re beautiful but would they write a song for me?

cause I can’t help it if I look like an angel
can’t help it if they wanna kiss me in the rain so
come feel this magic they’ve been feeling since they met Me
can’t help it if there’s no one else
they can’t help themselves.. if I look like an angel
can’t help it if they wanna kiss me in the rain so
come feel this magic they’ve been feeling since they met Me
can’t help it if there’s no one else
They can’t help themselves…..themselves,
can’t help themselves they can’t help themselves.

CHEERS!!

Hahahahhahahahah!!! Whoooo! =P

Random Post.

The best precetion of love is Jesus Christ.

1 Corinthians 13 says:

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

When You find Jesus Christ, there, you will find Love. Jesus Christ is Love. =) Cheers!

Love,
Calvin

Sabrina Chee Ker Yin:

I’m so sorry it had to end, but if it were to continue, it would hurt more. I knew it would hurt, but it was for the best. I want You to be happy. This is no lie. I care for you and i will always be there when u need me to talk to you or you need comfort. I cried for two days just thinking about how much it would hurt you if we were to go on longer with this. But to see you happier, i had to sacrifice this relationship. I treasured the times we had, but i hurt as i thought about how much it would hurt You. Remember that song, i told you about? Love is waiting. Love waits, till its the right time. But assured of one thing, that I know and I hope u know, Jesus loves You more than anyone else…

When i heard You were crying, i cried. Your smile warms my heat. =) Don’t stop smiling. I’ll miss that smile… I hope you read this…

Always there,

Calvin.

The more my heart cries, the more i live everyday. It may hurt, it will be a painful process, but its a start.

My Heart Cries Blood.. It bleeds. As long as my heart cries, I still live. Lord, my soul cries out! I need you so much!! I’m flooding myself!

Only Your love can drain me out….

*Beep Beep.*

1 message recieved

*Read*

From: Calvin

Message:

I Dare Me to Move. Wake up, you’re back in reality. Life’s a challenge, accept it and start living. When u fail, u learn. When u win, u lose. When u lose, u win. Worldly ways are but a temporary fad. It’ll soon be gone. Love your friends although they put you through some tough shit. It builds character. Think about it, you learn more about self-control. That, my friend is true love. You are but a servant to others. But, remember this, it takes a true leader to serve his mates. Worldly maturity can only last you a while, Spiritual maturity, can last you forever. Wanna make a change? Look in a mirror. So, what are you waiting for? Still sitting on that chair? I Dare You To Move.

PS: You got a long way ahead of you. I’d suggest you start now…..

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*exit*

When You Got A Life, Live It. Not Your Way, His Way.